today is the 3rd day of madrasah. (every week). i feel that religion helps people to have an aim in life. seriously. i still remember my english teacher, mrs oehlers, saying that religion is bad. everyone kept quiet. maybe she is old. anyway being in a band 1 english class is quite tiring where debates and arguments are always in play. the exact words about why religion is bad because it turned the world a violent place.

well i think that man itself is the cause for the world in conflict. greed and selfishness is the main factor. religion has nothing to do with that and i belief it is like a manual in life. if you already have the value of humanity instilled in you you still need to have guidance. sometimes too much logic makes people confused.

i just read the alchemist. i still remember miss singh talking about it in class during sec 4 and it is a good book. it is about getting to your dreams. however it is written by a human and i must say i do not agree with some parts the author wrote.

now, today this new semester the boys and girls in madrasah are put together. i really feels awkward the first time. we dont talk at all the boys and girls. we are together yet separated since it is a madrasah. the right are the boys and the left are the girls. anyway i just wanted to say that it is really embarrassing during the last period. it was learning the arabic language and the teacher saw letters which is unusual on a piece of paper. i did not realise it was there and i was seating at the front. so the teacher asked me what writing is that and at first i thought i was writing arabic untidily since the class almost ended and i was rushing. then she said on that paper and i just become blur. i did not say a word but my friend beside me said to her it was japanese. the reaction is quite amazing and i was really embarrassed. i realised something, i am killing myself with 4 languages. arabic, japanese, malay and english. if i have to choose which is more important it is arabic