dream

before the results come out for o levels i had a dream of getting 23 for something for 2 times. at first i thought that it was the result of my brother getting 223 for psle. then when the results for the o level came out it was really 23 for l1r5. when i woke up after the dream i wish that that result is for my l1r5 not l1r4. my l1r4 is 18 and minus the cca points it may be 16.

it was quite sad that i did not get 20 or less for my l1r5 but maybe my effort is not enough. actually i cannot believe i got from like 39 to 23 that is a jump. it feels good because i always fail humanities but i managed to pull through with a b3. my English too is a b3 and so is my e maths. b4 is surprisingly my chemistry and the rest are Cs.

after the results i do not know what to do. i can go into mi or poly. so went to mi open house which is also like a secondary school. the thing that scares me about mi is that only 40% went to university. that really is not attractive and also the presentation is like a 2 hour movie which repeats the good parts until it becomes boring.

so only at night on sunday i realised there a counselling in all polys and i planned to go on monday but after i talked with my mother and uncle i came to a decision i want to go to a poly