library

today was nice. i heard a lot of stories.

today i went to the library to study. i want to study e maths but i just study for a while. then i borrow some malay books

mid year

this week is the mid year exams. gonna be busy. it just happenned so fast. malay and english just past. i think i did better for english than malay.

today i went to macdonalds and met rafiqah when i wanted to buy a cone. she was p5 when i was p1 in westlake primary. syuharah was her sister and same level as mein p1. anyway i still cannot believe i remember her after a long time and her name too. the face still looks the same i think. she did remember me but called my name shafiq. she must have made an impact to me if not i would not remember her for a long time. she said kirim salam or send her regards to my mother.

i told my mother about her and she said that when i small i always cry. i also do not have any elder brother or sister. my mother said she ask rafiqah to take care of me when i was primary 1 to 2. she is like a big sister to me maybe.

yeah i remember when i take the school bus, i always talk to her or played with herduring p1 to 2. i do not really remember much. also when i was primary 3 or 4, i and my mother always meet her and she would salam my mother. i think she was in braddell-westlake secondary during the time we usually meet.

anyway i think rafiqah and syuharah when i communicated with them, they act the same. the way they talk i think. yeah about 2 weeks ago on friday i met syuharah on bus 88 and i talk to her for a while. only a while because i dropped of only 1 stop.

anyway i want to wish every one taking their mid years good luck. actually i wish your guys to study hard. good night!

today i did my english exam in the hall. it was raining the whole day for paper 1. the paper was easy but hey its english. you will get suprises lol. tomorrow malay. yeah malay language students are having it in my class 4e1. aircon room wooo.

i wanna cut my hair. i did not realise being curly is quite hard to maintain. i am taking sat or something using band or playing my trombone to get into jc. fiona said she wants to go to sa jc by that. i know felica got into nanyang although her marks are not nayang jc standard.

this is really from my heart and how i feel

before the few days of syf, i do not like band so much. it was tiring and time-consuming but today i do not feel that way about band. although i felt that way during the past, i still went for band and do not skip much of the practice. only a few weeks before syf, i started to enjoy band. i enjoy band for the passion, art, music and most importantly band members. i started to prctice seriosly and aim for a gold, even better gold with honours knowing it is impossible. i put in my hardwork in band and the hardwork pay off, to a certain extent. it is because in the end only trombone section became one of the elite sections in the band because of grace, shawn and me. especially my juniors shawn and grace because without them the trombone section would not be as marvellous as now. i will also not forget my past senior min qi, si kai, joycelyn and others because they too and the ones that helped in the process. i miss band especially me section.

toady we got silver but i expected a gold. other band cheered and celebrate but our band just was in shock and disbelief. some cried not in happiness but in sadness. they either messed up in the song or know they do not deserve a silver for all their hard work but a gold. i am was sad because i messed up only one small part and i know the band did well. i told the alumni i was really sad but they said i did well and toldthat my section was the best section in the band.

real cool

today simon said that the trombone section was a good section. it was one of the rare moments i feel good about myself since i am always critised. anyway i think the reason is because of my juniors. they are always the one to advice me not to blast or rush. thats good. the one time that made me don't play loud or blast is when i heard monfort play at one of the band exchange. the sound of the tone cracking was horrible so i did not blast.

i think i learn alot from my juniors shawn, grace and cassandra, they are the best.

today i also felt that i did not do major mistakes. i remember the only time i never mess up in a performance is at the annual band performance at secondary 1. then after that i just don't know what happened.

in a band it is never about you , yourself or myself. it isabout the team your in. you must heard everyone and try to blend the tone. do not just think about you performing well only but the rest are like horrible. you will also fall with them. that is a word of advice.

anyway last time at ang mo kio exchange the ang mo kio secondary conductor complimented the trombone section. that just made me feel so good today.

although i know i am bragging on my blog, never ofrget this is my blog. lol.

i love myself and you want to comment feel free.








any way i do not know why i like avril lavinge. i heard her song when i was about p5 or 6 but did not like it. suddenly about a month ago, while i was walking to school in the morning, i started to play the song 'happy ending' by avril in my mind. then i started to go to videocure.com, since my com cannot play youtube, and find her songs are wonderful and the lyrics breath taking. i just love her song 'girlfriend'. it is just plain weird that i did not watch or hear her song then suddenly i love the song.

last time i like my chemical romance and when i like to hear a song i stick to it. now it changed to avril lavinge.

i read magazine she started in the music business when she was 17. that is real coool. she must be real talented.

sick again

3 people have complimented me on my poems. now i know how song writers felt when people copy their ideas. i have been inspired after hearing music and how they are able to make rhymes. i think their language must be very strong and apart from the rhyming tey must make the tune sound nice. i last time like my chemical romance but i suddenly like avril lavigne music.

today i did not come to school because i got a flu. anyway maybe tommorrow i will also not come.