well

there is this woman with her husband going to a petrol station a car. then when reached there, the woman driving the car asked the petrol attendant whether he would charge the battery of a car. he said yes. then she said well put the battery on the car and charge it to my husband credit card.

nothing interesting is happenning this days. some more i have to dance in a competition. well it is hard because i am really like solid or hard. well in the dance they said i should be softer. no wonder dancers are usually girls.

piano

today is just like any other day

oh my this is the first time i can post a you tube thing on my blog. well this song is really nice. i reminds me of Switzerland where you can understand what they are talking about unless it is in English and where their English reminds me of foreigners in my class.

well during the holidays there is nothing much to do, well actually that's a lie. there is a lot of thing i can do.

i am going to go to kelantan. that place is near the land with a thousand smiles. well i heard people there look like that country. don't know the country yet. here's a hint. they talk like they are holding thir nose. still nothing. well it is thailand.

during the holidays i have been hearing 987 fm mostly at 12am. well that show really is quite not for those who are still kids or those who have a mind like one 'open close' kg. anyway i like wednesay night haha some people have such lame insults they should reward the dj 2 phone for each of them.

last time i went to t3 at the airport and my what a bore it was. a library is much better because both have air cons but the library have books for entertianment. the t3 is really lame they have a koi pond which is empty. at leasty there are no dead fishes. and another thing the i would recommend going to t3 open house for those who will never be able to go into the departure terminial lol. the thicket is just 2rm, i mean $1 for a so called self tour.

well i am offf. hope i got better thing to talk about in my blog

i am not okay backwards

graduation night

i wore a double breasted coat with a yellow shirt in it and a tie. i wore casual pants and a black shoe. all is black except the tie which was red and the shirt of course. the coat is borrowed from my uncle. he bought it for $600 after half price so it is really expensive. anyway i arrived at the grassroots club with my grandmother in a taxi and at the whole event i never see a guy wearing the same coat a i am.

anyway during graduation night the principal give a story about a dandelion and the moral is to slowly plant your seeds until they become a beautiful scenery. it is about not wasting your years doing nothing but slowly do something grand. then if i am not wrong it is Rock contest. i joined in the i am the lead singer. it is like made up rock band where the singer use a toilet cleaner and the guitarist use brooms and mops. the drummer use a pencil. anyway i really enjoyed myself out there jump around and all. then we win actually the two band playing won and get 5 Ferraro Roche. Gabriele was really selfish. i got a of the chocolate but the rest he took. he should really share no wonder he is fat from sec 1 till now lol.

the the lucky draw and then a 1 hour break. at the break i ate a lot. i took a lot because i thought it looks great but that is a big mistake. the food causes the whole event to be a head ache for me. any way i took very Little pictures because i forgot to charge before going an only managed to cartridge 10 minutes. after the break the is the whitleyan contest and then a scavenger hunt. the scavenger hunt was interesting but boring. after that another lucky draw which i won. i got a bottle. it is soooooooo cool. after that the final of whitleyan contest and the ending. oh my the end was so horrible. i wanna take more picture but the head ache was tooo much. i left early with Daniel. initially i want to take the bus 13 because it will reach my house but Daniel persuade me to follow him to the mrt because he goes off at ang mo kio. i wore the coat the whole way because i was scared to lose it. well people do look at me at the mrt ha ha.after going off at the mrt i went home. i vomited before reaching home as i could not take it. i really ate too much. i vomited another 2 more times before i ate panadol and sleep.





today my youngest brother got his psle results. don't wanna say how much but his results is the same as my second brother results. i really don't want him to go to whitley. the school is really not so good now al though it is a good school. i really want him to go to a better school may be mayfower?

wow tommorrroe is the graduation night. i just got a kind of outfit for it. anyway today i went for madrasah and this is the second last day as next week is the final day. i went with my friend to the fair price extra and he bought a wireless mouse.

today there is an accident in front of my house at the bus stop st23. it was fatal and an elderly woman was in it. it was really scary but i didnt witness it but my uncle told me while he was ion the way to my house. it was really scary as the road is placed in such a way where the




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and people tend to be lazy to go to the traffic light and just run across the road to the other side of the bus stop vice versa. so maybe the lazy cross the road from the bus and did not see the traffic. my uncle also say there is a motorcycle and a car involved. well before this, it is so frequent people cross the road that police cars passing by did not mind it. so people just crose like their everyday lives. i did remember running across that road when i was young and almost got hit but luckyly the car travelling was travelling slowly. when he horned i just ran because it was afraid. but so far this is the first time i ever heard of a fatality here as the cross junction to the mrt and junction 8 is alwayus the hot spot for accidents.

for a while it made me treasure life as anything can happen to you. like going out may be unexpected as the whole day isnt fixed but fool of surprises!

oooooo

the day after o levels is so relaxing. i also almost forgot how to count for a while there. anyway my brain is just recuperating after the o levels. bio paper was the last one and i messed up. how does it feel to change the answer the last minute when the answer you put in is already correct. it feels as though... anyway

now the graduation night is coming and i don't even have a suit right now.

last thursday i went to gym with basyir any it is quite cool.

the school is cool there is night studies. i am going there. anyway i am aiming to not use the computer at all. no msn or blogging. i know i have reached my goal if i have to revive my hotmail. mrs tan said she will give me $100 if i get 8 and below for L1r5. i am aiming for that. i will not wastch television or waste anytime now. so this is the final time i am using the computer until the end of the o levels

bio ct

today bio common test. quite easy. only paper 1. mr gunawan wanted us to pay $2 for may/june paper but i didn't know that it was used for the common test. then he asked others to mark the paper and tell the marks. first time a common test is marked by students and told to the teachers. a k already say that his marks is wrong. he suppose to get 35 instead of 29.

anyway those from the back seemed to get quite high like more than 30/40. they must like i don't wanna say. after school i go home with adam and fathul and another guy. anyway mt results are this monday. monday is also my english oral. a sore throat is also coming. what luck i have.

why is it that guys when go out don't carry a bag but a girl have a handbag. then what a guy have a suit case for formal use or a sling bag or bag for informal. the only thing a guy have is his pocket and a wallet.

WHY do i feel tired
i CAN'T take the stress
no one not even YOU can take it
i am at my limits and i can't UNDERSTAND the o levels
why do the o levels determine the future of ME.

national day

today is the eve of national day. i was suppose to have physics common test to make up for the day i did not come. however another of my classmate wanted to have it on monday so what i studied yesterday is ... sigh.

my base trombone is cassandra's one now

yesterday i went back to the band room and played with my old friend, the base trombone of course. wow i really miss it. anyway now it belongs to Cassandra since i have retired. wow can still play concert b flat, e flat f and c. but after few months now touching it, the sound feels a bit rusty. maybe in jc i will join band.

anyway last night i have a really bad sore throat. my body temperature reached 38 degrees. it was really hard to sleep and i did not have the mood to study physics because it was really painful and uncomfortable. the next day was going to be physics common test and spa.

today did not come to school and went to polyclinic. got 2 days mc but i am going to school tomorrow if i am well.

found

today there is social studies test. it was hard and i only get the rhythem to do it only about 20 minutes after the paper was given. the last question i did not manage to cross refer to other sources.

then thare is biology skill 3 and it is quite hard.

anyway last time i met baram and he asked me why i never come for band. so i explained i know how he felt. i felt it too when my sec 4 seniors left when i was secondary 1. i felt like not fair but now i know that the stress of o level is very great and if band were to continue until o levels, it is gonna be tough.

english?

now i just want to say my english teacher mrs oehlears has been having an interesting lesson this pat days. we actually mark our comprehension by ourselves and it took 3 days to finish it.


some of you may say huh? or why?

well let me tell you that when she goes through the 14 questions, there is bound to be 1 question she would elaborate and make a discussion about it. well since it was band one english and she is the hod of english wasn't it funny. wow if someone can't cope in english they would not learn much in her class except to think and be more open minded.


for those who may not understand this, here is an example. the issue on homosexuality came up and we discuss it among the class. i realised that in the end it was really a subject which is very subjective because a lot of people have different views on this. as i am more conservative, it was shocking to hear she accepts it and tell her reasons. people may disagree her and give their reasons.

anyway one time she asked the class tell me what would make a better world or something like that. so i said softly, or so i thought, religion. then she heard that and bombarded reasons that religion causes chaos to the world. the the whole class have nothing to say. actually i disagree her view on religion because we would be lost without it. i am beginning to think she is a free-thinker?

anyway today i rode thiru's bike for a while to shell station near the school with nabil. i love riding bikes.

some motivation

last time mrs oehlesr brought like a scholar or a teacher to be in class to be interviewed. i enjoys mrs oehlers lessons because it is different. we can like have conversation like so. anyway back to the interview. it was really motivating to hear the scholar that during her prelims, she scored like L1r5 36 or something. when she got that result, she studied very hard until she score a 12 for L1r5. she then got a2 for both her chinese and english at her a levels. wow. i did asked her how many hours she studied after her prelims and she said the whole day until she don't know whe is night or day. i hope this message motivates those taking o levels this year. anything is possible if you believe and of course with hard work too. byeeeeeeees

defected ezlink card.

on thursday i had my oral. oh man i feel soo lucky. i can't believe the passage is about frogs and toads. the conversation is about pets. i feel quite lucky because the english prelim oral is about pets too haha. they said what would i have for a pet. i said a cat and give a stupid reason that it can be toilet trained. during the oral only 4e1 and 4e2 malays went for oral. i am the only malay from whitley and the rest is indonesians. the oral is held at bartley secondary. anyway most of the indonesians said they would have a pet dog except one who want a rabbit.

anyway on the way back to toa payoh central on the bus 28, my car was spoilt. luckily i had 55cents. anyway when i reached toa payoh the indonesian invite me to eat with them but i wa just left with like about $1 so i declined. then i went to the ticketing office for help. so i am suppose to go to amk hub to redo my card

today i went to amk hub to do my card. well must for 1 hour for it to get ready so i went shopping at ntuc with my mother and gradmother. well today is live earth and i wore green. haha. well today i saw a westerner with her daughter paying and they went to the extent to bring their own you know the clothbag, the one you can buy for $1 in ntuc. wow, i see they took out like 10 bag from one bag and use the bags to put in their groceries. it was weird because you rarely see this in singapore. well i thing singaporeans are not ready to do such a thing. even some shops put plastics when i buy like just a small can.

i love this song

http://youtube.com/watch?v=EwS3fiFFuEs

me trying to choose where to go

from the the library computer

today i talked to miss rohaya about where to go after o levels. i really dont know where to go now. anyway today there is someone who is like a teracher go to school. he is from oxford and he shares his experience with us. really nice.

anyway i gtg

today is the last day of the holidays. must study hard seriously. term 3 is coming and prelims too. o levels is happening at term 4. today study differentiation. 15.1 for 3 hours.

anyway i am really tired after going for holidays with my family. before the holidays i went to sentosa with my juniors in band. really nice especially at night it is really romantic with the torches all over the coast.

i went to port Dickson the day after sentosa. i played bowling and swim. i am really dark now and sunburned. i got a haircut there too. it is really short but nice.

the next day, i went for flag day. oh it was really scary at first because the Malays and Indians have to pair up with catholic high boys. in the end however the catholic high boys suggested that we split up and meet when finish collecting at mc donald near our school. so i went with dinesh, my classmate, with huis friends at orchard road. one valuble lesson i learnt at flag day is that westerners are not so charitable as singaporeans. coleecting money is hard you must approch people and charm them into donating. anyway i collected half can full.

i think i will be blogging rarely now. maybe i'll write some peoms and paste it on my blog. anyway i appreciate you people for reading my blog. byes

night

just now at night i accompanied my grandmother to the mosque for an event. the mosque is so near my house. it is near j8 and a ten minute walk from my house. anyway today at the mosque, on the left side there is uncle Ringo carnival or something and on the right side there is a soccer match going on. it is a little noisy especially soccer at the stadium.



anyway my grandmother said that one of her friends went to the carnival at junction 8 and wasted $300 because her friend had a lot of children. anyway it is ironic having an event that is held bi anually, what i read in the newpaper.

Terrengganu

Terrengganu. the first day was funny my temporary mother thought i was old enough to ride a motorcycle because of my size. she asked me to move the bike and start the engine but i cannot haha. any way when i reach my house it was better than school camps i went to. i was treated like a guest. anyway the toilet is the best. using curtains as a the doorand it is like one hut out in te open. anyway i cannot understand their slang that well because they talk fast and end some word with -ng. anyway i don't talk that much during the stay. it was a wonderful experience there.

i told her my grandfather is from terrengganu andmy grandmother is from kelantan both from my fatherside. my mother's grandfather is an indian muslim and marry my grandmother who is a javanese. anyway my father said he will go back to kelantan during december. i remember last time i went back there was when i was young.

anyway the day i went home. it was the most embarrassing thing ever. i cannot believe i made a fool out of myself. adam's parents want to send me back and i don't have confidence talking to them and talk like a blur. lol

a maths lesson

today went to school at 7.30 for a maths. i thought it will end at 9 but it just continued to 10.30. that is about 5 periods of a maths or 3 hours. however there is a reason. Mr kelvin is transferring to a school starting with s and i heard it is a boys school. anyway he is transferring term 3 so he is finishing the syllabus of a maths to the end. he said he is rushing because some may like his style of teaching. anyway miss tan is gonna take over.

i remember mr ou yong as a good teacher. last time i played soccer and left my bag in class. after soccer, the classroom door is locked. then i think i asked around for the keys of the classroom and i don't know how but i asked mr kelvin ou yong. he helped me find the keys by telling me to find the attendant. then when i get the keys, he stayed back while i packed my bag and leave passing him the key. the reason why this event still remains in my memories is because it is one of the rare occasions a teacher is helps a student in a different way. he sacrifice some of his time to help a student. i feel bad when he wanted to stay because it does not feel good wasting somebody's time even a few minutes or seconds. lastly he offered to return the keys.

tommorrow i am going to terengganu tomorrow with the sec 4 malay students. i remember last time i went malaysia last year. it is so funnnnnn!!!!!

happy birthday to my mother

today was my mother's birthday and yesterday was my cousin who turned one year old.

anyway today my cousins went to my house to celebrate both their birthday together. anyway it is nice when they come.

at night just now i went with my mother to buy her present but some how i cannot find her any. well i will try to find tomorrow

last time i forgot to tell about the mother tongue paper. actually i am quite okay with it.

a maths

today went back to school for relative velocity. another maths teacher teaches it because our maths teacher said it is hard for him to teach. well it is like physics and the only part hard for me was using sine rule and cosine rule. anyway after that there was a briefing about going to malaysia in terengganu. anyway it is 2 hours long but it seems a shorter time than 1and a half hours of relative velocity. anyway i am looking forward to it. anyway i am a little worried anything would happen.

today i see monfort and whitley having an exchange at the hall before a maths. there is a feeling of missing band. i hope i will come for the band camp right after the trip to malaysia

results

today went to the library during malay. we just do last year o level paper. anyway i know i am going to do badly for my malay o level. my malay teacher said that more than half will retake the o levels. sigh. the indonesian students are even better than me.

well then i got my results. i did badly. i better study during the june holidays. anyway i going malaysia with the malay sec 4. anyway it is going to be fun. i hope it is like last year.

today

today i went for the mosque. then during one period, one of my classmate talk a lot. he is quite iritating but no one care. he keeps interupting the teacher explaining about the war. anyway the teacher said that both man and woman do not like guys who talk too much. yeah i think he talks more than a girl. after that he reply that his girlfriend like him talking a lot. hyie. anyway the class alway laugh because of him and his 'gang'.

i do not know why i can be so quiet in madrasah. however in school i talk a lot. i want to change. people keep insulting me. oh man one day i did not perform at the hall for showcasing our band for syf to the school because of aem. the the next day people asked me did i quit band. than suddenly they say without me the band would be better.

emaths paper 2

today the exam paper 2 for e maths is quite hard. anyway today i ate at mc donalds at j8. beside me there is someone studying physics with a tutor. haha tommorrow is physics paper for me.

last time i see mr bean the movie going to france. the show is okay but the only memorable thing i enjoyed was the scenary and natural beauty of the place. the vast land of grass and scenary ah! it is so beautiful. it reminds me of other country like in switserland where you will find at least a mountain in a city. australia too is beautiful. it is really nice there because you will never find natural beauty in singapore.

another thing is the ending of mr bean the movie. it shows the memories of his journey to go to cannes. he took a sony video camera to videotape the beauty. it is a quite romantic for that moment of the show ith this girl he met. i remember i went to geneve in switserland and we were at the train station and there is a train to go to france. my mother joked and said let us go to france. it is like singapore going to malaysia, just need to have the passports to go there. the world is such beauutiful place to live in. god made the world beautiful for us to enjoy

when i was small, i see other countries having the four seasons and i was confused why singapore do not have such seasons but now i know. well i wish to experience the 4 seasons and what a wonder it would be to do so.

library

today was nice. i heard a lot of stories.

today i went to the library to study. i want to study e maths but i just study for a while. then i borrow some malay books

mid year

this week is the mid year exams. gonna be busy. it just happenned so fast. malay and english just past. i think i did better for english than malay.

today i went to macdonalds and met rafiqah when i wanted to buy a cone. she was p5 when i was p1 in westlake primary. syuharah was her sister and same level as mein p1. anyway i still cannot believe i remember her after a long time and her name too. the face still looks the same i think. she did remember me but called my name shafiq. she must have made an impact to me if not i would not remember her for a long time. she said kirim salam or send her regards to my mother.

i told my mother about her and she said that when i small i always cry. i also do not have any elder brother or sister. my mother said she ask rafiqah to take care of me when i was primary 1 to 2. she is like a big sister to me maybe.

yeah i remember when i take the school bus, i always talk to her or played with herduring p1 to 2. i do not really remember much. also when i was primary 3 or 4, i and my mother always meet her and she would salam my mother. i think she was in braddell-westlake secondary during the time we usually meet.

anyway i think rafiqah and syuharah when i communicated with them, they act the same. the way they talk i think. yeah about 2 weeks ago on friday i met syuharah on bus 88 and i talk to her for a while. only a while because i dropped of only 1 stop.

anyway i want to wish every one taking their mid years good luck. actually i wish your guys to study hard. good night!

today i did my english exam in the hall. it was raining the whole day for paper 1. the paper was easy but hey its english. you will get suprises lol. tomorrow malay. yeah malay language students are having it in my class 4e1. aircon room wooo.

i wanna cut my hair. i did not realise being curly is quite hard to maintain. i am taking sat or something using band or playing my trombone to get into jc. fiona said she wants to go to sa jc by that. i know felica got into nanyang although her marks are not nayang jc standard.

this is really from my heart and how i feel

before the few days of syf, i do not like band so much. it was tiring and time-consuming but today i do not feel that way about band. although i felt that way during the past, i still went for band and do not skip much of the practice. only a few weeks before syf, i started to enjoy band. i enjoy band for the passion, art, music and most importantly band members. i started to prctice seriosly and aim for a gold, even better gold with honours knowing it is impossible. i put in my hardwork in band and the hardwork pay off, to a certain extent. it is because in the end only trombone section became one of the elite sections in the band because of grace, shawn and me. especially my juniors shawn and grace because without them the trombone section would not be as marvellous as now. i will also not forget my past senior min qi, si kai, joycelyn and others because they too and the ones that helped in the process. i miss band especially me section.

toady we got silver but i expected a gold. other band cheered and celebrate but our band just was in shock and disbelief. some cried not in happiness but in sadness. they either messed up in the song or know they do not deserve a silver for all their hard work but a gold. i am was sad because i messed up only one small part and i know the band did well. i told the alumni i was really sad but they said i did well and toldthat my section was the best section in the band.

real cool

today simon said that the trombone section was a good section. it was one of the rare moments i feel good about myself since i am always critised. anyway i think the reason is because of my juniors. they are always the one to advice me not to blast or rush. thats good. the one time that made me don't play loud or blast is when i heard monfort play at one of the band exchange. the sound of the tone cracking was horrible so i did not blast.

i think i learn alot from my juniors shawn, grace and cassandra, they are the best.

today i also felt that i did not do major mistakes. i remember the only time i never mess up in a performance is at the annual band performance at secondary 1. then after that i just don't know what happened.

in a band it is never about you , yourself or myself. it isabout the team your in. you must heard everyone and try to blend the tone. do not just think about you performing well only but the rest are like horrible. you will also fall with them. that is a word of advice.

anyway last time at ang mo kio exchange the ang mo kio secondary conductor complimented the trombone section. that just made me feel so good today.

although i know i am bragging on my blog, never ofrget this is my blog. lol.

i love myself and you want to comment feel free.








any way i do not know why i like avril lavinge. i heard her song when i was about p5 or 6 but did not like it. suddenly about a month ago, while i was walking to school in the morning, i started to play the song 'happy ending' by avril in my mind. then i started to go to videocure.com, since my com cannot play youtube, and find her songs are wonderful and the lyrics breath taking. i just love her song 'girlfriend'. it is just plain weird that i did not watch or hear her song then suddenly i love the song.

last time i like my chemical romance and when i like to hear a song i stick to it. now it changed to avril lavinge.

i read magazine she started in the music business when she was 17. that is real coool. she must be real talented.

sick again

3 people have complimented me on my poems. now i know how song writers felt when people copy their ideas. i have been inspired after hearing music and how they are able to make rhymes. i think their language must be very strong and apart from the rhyming tey must make the tune sound nice. i last time like my chemical romance but i suddenly like avril lavigne music.

today i did not come to school because i got a flu. anyway maybe tommorrow i will also not come.

exchange

today beatty seconday did not come. a bit disappointed because i thought i can meet up with old first toa payoh primary friends in band. well anyway we exchanged with monfort. it was a nice exchange and monfort trombone section brought a gift to our section. well it was because last time our section brought something for them during the ang mo kio secondary exchange.

after band i ate with my band mates at kfc. it was nice since i was a ble to fit in. i was able to chat with them. haha. i find band is better than my class, seriously a lot of times better.

pain

Pain

pain always hurts physically and emotionally
the feeling will numb if it goes on continuously
so try not get to much pain if it can be done
as you think life is only about pain and not fun


done by afiq




now i will try to write poems.
my poems will not make sense to some of you. haha.

strength

strength


strength can be found in your heart, mind and soul
these will not fade as you grow old
if strength is only about using muscle
surviving in this world will not be possible

by afiq

time

timeTime
time is precious like i say
slowly passing by each day
the only flaw that time contain
it cannot be repeated again

aem

today in the morning i had breakfast with my aem freinds at mc donalds at nanyang. real cheap. the big breakfast cost $5.05 with milo upsize.

today i did not attend school for aem course in nanyang polytecnic. we went to the sembawang park and collect samples for decaying plants, soil, algae and much more. then we took pictures there with teerapot's camera. wow i really enjoyed there at the sea. i also get to see people fishing.

then we went back to nanyang polytectic to do the practical to dilute the specimen. real nice but i was real scared not that i would not be able to do it properly until the whole experiment fail. after the practical, we just take a look at the lab of level 6. really nice.

i realised that at polytecnic, people can wear anything and most muslims women there wear tudongs. i have been thinking that i do not find much interest in the course i am taking. i find it too ... i cannot describe it. i better find an aim to what pre university course to take soon.

not to forget, today i met syuharah wear guanyang uniform. lol i thought see was a different person. she told me see just switched with her sister their uniform. no wonder i see her friend she is with in a betty uniform looking a little similar to her. haha

home

just came back from malaysia. haaaaaaaa. tomorrow got band camp oh man today only day i got to do my homework. i am really tired and tomorrow i must pass up my chemistry file which i promised miss rohaya today. i need to rest a little.

at malaysia it was really nice. i realised that there i can shop and ask for bargains. haha i manage to bargain something. anyway malacca was my favorite place. i bougt myself a ny hat, plain black and white letters of ny. i did not buy any sovineers though just foods lol.

i am going off for now. seems i am out of words. lol

!goal!

today, the only thing i can say is GOAL. pe was really really fun. although i played keeper like i always do, i scored a goal. wow i pumped the ball and did a goal. the ball flew right into the goal. lol ah kiat, the oppossing keeper said he did not catch the ball because he thought keeper cannot score the goal but i think he underestimated the goal. wow it feels great and i was really surprise.

haha i am pathetic elaborating on the goal i conceded. haha well i am happy to do so as i am rarely concede a goal and always asked to be the keeper. haha mybe one day in jc, i may want to join soccer

there is a limit to patience

today english lesson was really funny. mrs oehlers told us jokes about language misunderstanding and most of it is quite awkward to write about as some of you may feel offended.

then at assembly, the vice principal told us a good story about a carpenter. i makes me feel that i should consistently work hard. it is about a carpenter retiring and his boss asked him to do a final house. although he did well building the previous houses, he did not have the heart so he did a sloppy job. so when his boss inspected his house, the boss gave him the keys to the house and say it is his. he was shocked and dissappointed. if only he did a final good job, he would have not regretted. this thing reminds me of zidane's headbutt. l.o.l.

after that, 4e1 had a class match with 4e3. i played keeper and did not let in a goal. one of the rare moments. we win 1-0. it ends at 2.25 and just in time for band. i have been coming late for band because of soccer and i recently promised grace not to come late and i felt pround i fulfiled that promised. as usual band was boring and i chatted with my sectionn haha because the conductor rarely called us to play.

today i was really angry band ended late. the band end about 6.20 and we go home about 6.50 after packing. i realised i cannot play for the annual band concert at the rate i am going. i did really bad for my studies and also coming home late after band. anyway i got miss juanna's approval, the teacher in charge. so i am confirm stopping band after singapore youth festival this april.

a confusing day

today i went to band. i did marching and then set up my instruments. then i left for a malay talk. i went with my mother.

at the end of the show i went for bio to get my results and when i walk in everyone knows tomorrow is my birthday. i was really happy and touched. i did not expect it and i did not tell anyone about it. it is really nice since the last time that happens was in sec 1 or 2.

i did not continue band since my mother want me to leave fast.

today i bought a hand phone and its a new one. i ws real happy. i must take care of it and try not to let it be spoilt. lol like last time, i went to sentosa and i was stupid enough to go to the sea with my handphone on me and i did not repair it quickly after that and it corrode.

weird

in the morning i took the bus. then on the way to the mrt the bus driver suddenly say 1 student 1 car while pointing at the catholic high students in the car. i was really scared when he pointed and started to laugh at them. when he did that i looked away and ignored him. in my heart i was really scared and was in a high guard if anything happens. luckily it was 1 stop and i got of at the mrt station as quickly as possible.

at school during the assembly it was funny although some are not. it is like the usual.

today band was boring and it was at the hall. i was really bored because most of the time the conductor do not call the trombone section. so i talk to grace about an hour just to pass the time. after band i followed my section with some others and went to mc donalds.

there is e maths common test tommorrow. i cannot wait.

lastly when i veiw my blog, i thought someone left rude a comment at the chatbox and i am quite disappointed but i realised later it was my junior cassandra. haha she always waved to me when she sees me and that is nice. i am thankful i do not have bad juniors hahah.

happy chinese new year

today went to my great grandmother's house. it was very nice as i talked with my aunties and uncle. they told me riddles and jokes. then we watched about celebrities on channel 5 about what they are really like like without make up or something else. it was really nice to be there on the whole.

yesterday i watched movies at suria. one of the movie which i like is called violet or unggu i think. it was really nice, quite touching.

new google account

i wanted to blog at school on thursday but it needs a google accout and i have no time for it.

haha, signed up for the new account, i received a comment from jiayan which she put on my first post. i did not realised it until today and i just published it today

yesterday was chinese new year celebrations. i missed my performance with the lower seconday in concert band to take social studies test. serene and fiona from band skipped the test and they get to perform for the secondary 1 but i just took it anyway. haha i made lots of mistake on my first peice because i did not practice it but the second 1 i managed it because last 2 years i performed on chinese new year.

after school a lot of people went for movies but i went to the mosque. then i got tuiton.

today i rest at home for the whole day. tommorrow there is madrasah.

i think i like chinese new year. i remembered last time i went to ang mo kio, it was so quiet and deserted. really cool. i just want to enjoy the silence because thats the only year you can

well to all readers out there, i wish you a happy chinese new year.

biology test

today i woke up 4 am today to study biology but slept until 6 am. lol. luckily i studied a little during band.

at school, seven people did not come. during social studies, miss singh did not come and i studied biology for a while. after recess, there are physics and chemistry lab so i bring the notes and studied a little there. i studied until the biology test starts. the i was able to do the test. i usually rarely do that but i hope i will secure a pass.

there is physics class test tommorrow. i hope i hae sufficient time to study

conference hall

there was geography common test today, i studied but still did not understand the last question. then during maths, i go it lab for a survey. while i was in the lab, i tag on her blog about her birthday. after 1 period went back to class but band members and i left at 10am. then we went to singapore conference hall to practice for syf. then i played soccer and came late for band. i went back to band but a lot miss band because got test tommorrow i think.i came although i got biology test tommorrow. today the band practice outside with nature hahaha. in the hot sun! well i ask the dm wheather she got test tommorrow and she said she got 2. i felt bad haha as i was thinking of skipping band today. i think after april i will come to band every week

cool

yesterday, i met mr gunawan, biology teacher, at mcdonalds after band. he was dressed soo cool with a black hoodie and long pants. he also style his hair to the centre. well as i was about to go out of mcdonalds, he asked me to stay while. so i stayed and he gave me some fries to eat.

library

i have been using the school computer since the computer at home was spoilt. i have been using the school computer but did not have the time to do so since everyday got extra classes and cca. it was hard using frienster in school. i use 1 hour to upload a testimonial and just in time as the library was closing.

i will be stopping band the moment CCAs are suspended. it is really tired going to band. nicholas is really rude. he made the juniors jog during sectionals and the drum major scolded him for that, he dare to answer back. then the conductor shouted and stopped both of them. it was really embarassing but luckily the juniors were not there during the fight. anyway why nicholaswasted his time running. the dm was right to scold him and in the end she cried.

today in social studies, miss singh made us spin a paper clip with our mind. well it works when you use your hand to hold the string to spin the paper clip but when everyone stare at the paper clip hanging on the projector it did not work but in did see a really small nudge. haha maybe it was my imagination. well miss singh say our mind is not powerful enough. well she say that we should try something easy like telling our mind to wake up at the time we desire. well i do believe her about our mind. i think we sub-conciously move the paper in a circle without knowing it since we think hard of spinning it.

i hope i will get to blog frequently, i hope.

rain rain

yesterday was nice. i really really like my classroom. it is 1 and a half times bigger than the old classroom and it is airconditioned. tghere is even an extra space about 2 m behind me. haha teerapot brought soccer ball and we play monkey with the ball during recess.

went for band and minci and si kai came. min ci tried for the 3 month jc an..d told us about it.

today i brought a jacket because it was raining and the classroomaircon is blowing directly at me. during cme i made a fool out of myself because the teacher asked about an article and since benjamin used my article, i was out of ideas. so i made up about smoking banned at public places. the cme teacher was very patient although i talked a lot of rubbish.

why

i am using the school computer

yesterday was half a day and we played soccer after that. haha first time 4e1 win 4e2. affter that i went junction 8 to buy food. i realised i lost my file at night when i wanted to find the time table to find my bag. i supposed i left it at old chang kee.

today i wanted to find my file after band. hah i do not know whether i should stop going for band at april or july after the band's annual performance at victoria concert hall.

secondary 1 orientation

it is back to school and all express classes have aircon, real nice. i am really concern for my malay, really seriously concern. my worst subject will be on mid year, june i think. still in band 1 for english.

today's the secondary 1 orientation was the best. it is the day to reel in the secondary 1 to your cca. miss juanna expects to get 60 students to just get their name and number if they ever want to join band. the band was very happy to get 56 students because we usually get 30 students or less and half of them usually quit.

i am happy now that ccas are suspended from april onwards, after singapore youth festival. the band aims to get at least a gold but i aim for gold with honours. well it was inspiring to hear shawn said orchid park secondarty school which got certificate of participation at syf at 2003 and gold with honours at 2005. i think nothing is impossible if you set your mind to it